but there was nothing I could do to dim the supernovae exploding inside my brain, an endless chain of intra cranial firecrackers
Once you think a thought, it is extremely difficult to unthink it. And I had thought the thought.
My thoughts are stars I can't fanthom into constellations.
My thoughts are stars i cannot fathom into constellations
We left. We did not say: Don't drive, You're drunk. We did not say: We aren't letting you in that car when you are upset. We did not say: We insist on going with you. We did not say: This can wait until tomorrow. Anything-everything-can wait.
I thought: That is the fear: I have lost something important, and I cannot find it, and I need it. It is fear like if someone lost his glasses and went to the glasses store they told him that the world had run out of glasses and he would just have to do without.
I thought: We are not close enough. I though: He will not hear it. I thought: He will hear it and be out so fast that we will have no chance. I thought: Twenty seconds. I was breathing hard and fast.
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